I feel useless.
(maybe its true)
My father hates me
(it probably is true)
but in the 1st place he never was a good father
(maybe that's true too)
he was never around
(sometimes)
he only knew how to work
(24/7, you gotta be kidding me)
sigh.
I'm going to get depression.
Its crazy. My smiles are so fake, my laughter so fake.
I live for the moment.
each moment is different, like a day is different from the other (which is also not very different)
one moment I'm all laughter
one moment I'm all pain and suffering
one moment I'm all friends and chum
the next I'm this loner.
I'm...unstable.
but probably sane the next minute.
I hate myself.
