everytime i try i get tongue-tied.sigh. what an apt description.
I thought I was over with it.
your smile and words just made everything come crumbling down again
and I cannot stand the thought that you're with another.
the sms that cut me when i was in BMT
the incredulity on your face when I told you I signed on.
It really hurts when I try to impress
for I can do is avert your gaze
I don't know what would happen if I tried asking you out
cos I really cannot afford to lose the little I already have with you.
And I'm too afraid of history. beyond terrified.
But it will pass
just as all things before
I'm a destroyer
destroyer of everything good thing in my life
simply because I'm too stupid to enjoy them as they are.
it hurts
