I'm feeling really heavy right now.
pure utter meaningless.
the night was Comms ball.
but I didn't feel a thing.
except for the ride back home.
that was the best time i had the whole night
I'll love to talk like that again.
just you and me and a little palm tree.
but I won't press
for my head knows best
that the fleeting black
would lead to another mess.
I'm indebted to you
but now i hope that my payment made good
friends for life.
sorry.
I'm feeling alot of inner turmoil at the moment
it shouldn't bother anyone, really
but I'm really lonely at times.
and sometimes...
my heart would just melt
I wish you would see me differently
but its okay.
there's too much stigma behind
lost baggage.
and I don't think I'm ready to make up yet
maybe you're going out of your way totally
but somehow...the bonds have been shattered
building on ruins will only cause trouble in the future
but at least, we don't hate each other anymore.
commissioning, comms ball, unit life
significant landmarks supposedly
but there's really no purpose to what I'm or have been doing.
someday I'll find that meaning.
sigh.
