It hurts to know that I've destroyed myself
It hurts to feel her pain inside
The cheeks I used to lovingly caress
now stings with betrayal and sadness
How could I have struck her so
I'm a fool to let her go
now all that's left is hate in her eyes
I'm left a pauper of love
It hurts it hurts to see her run
from the devil I've become
a spur of the moment I can't undo
now she's flown what am I to do
Now more than ever I want to kill myself
I hate this life, hate myself
I'm a useless being who can't commit
I hate myself
I FUCKING HATE MYSELF
can't do anything right
come here also fail
at home also fail
like a noose around my neck.
WHO AM I SUPPOSE TO BE
Must be a dream
this sick painful life
so so dysfunctional
FUCK THIS LIFE.
FUCK MYSELF
